Administration Login
This area for admins only. Any unauthorized access is monitored.
- Acruided Self Denial
- After
- Always there
- Appearance
- Automobile
- Beast of Depresion
- Better
- Birth of a Child
- Black
- Chaotic Dellusions
- Curiousity
- Destined For Another
- Emotional Barrier
- Enough
- Fallen
- ForeSight
- Forever
- Hate
- Heart
- I
- Imagine
- Inside Light
- Leave them all
- Light
- Limb
- My World
- Night
- Nomad
- Nothing
- Ocean
- Race
- Rachel
- Ready
- senior
- Sensation Throughout
- Senses
- Sight
- Silence
- Sky
- Special
- Survival
- Technology
- Two_Men
- Unablivious
- Unfeeling
- Unknown
Always there
Always There
As time goes on
My mind goes into relapses
Of your memories
Memories so fond
Of the times we had
For since I had no one to raise me
You tried your best
Even though you had already raised
My mother.
No one around
No one to talk with
No one to hold me in there arms
Or to speak words of love
That most children receive
Almost all of the time
From their loving
Family and yet one still
Remains to give me what she could.
Showing me that
Love was all that mattered
And that no one could
Stand in my way
Giving me a childhood more
Than what I actually had
And yet still allowing me
To learn things upon my own
To find the flaws of life.
You did everything for me
And lived my life for you
My only gratification
Coming from when you told
Me good job
Or smiled at me
And gave me a loving embrace
Which was more than half
The time.
Never complaining
Never showing any signs
Of pain when you laid
There on that bed and told
Me that you loved me
And that you would see me again
For even now as I write
I thank you so much
For always being there for me.
-Dedicated to my Grandmother (Maw Maw) Christina Porter, died 1996.
