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- Acruided Self Denial
- After
- Always there
- Appearance
- Automobile
- Beast of Depresion
- Better
- Birth of a Child
- Black
- Chaotic Dellusions
- Curiousity
- Destined For Another
- Emotional Barrier
- Enough
- Fallen
- ForeSight
- Forever
- Hate
- Heart
- I
- Imagine
- Inside Light
- Leave them all
- Light
- Limb
- My World
- Night
- Nomad
- Nothing
- Ocean
- Race
- Rachel
- Ready
- senior
- Sensation Throughout
- Senses
- Sight
- Silence
- Sky
- Special
- Survival
- Technology
- Two_Men
- Unablivious
- Unfeeling
- Unknown
Emotional Barrier
Emotional Barrier
Swallow my soul and watch me die.
Gaze upon my pale white skin that glows
With the essence of the pains of all mankind.
I walk slowly, unprepared for what is
Before me, oh the light that is so shining
In my eyes that I might break down in tears.
If only I had known, if only I had a
Vague conception of life that I might
Know what it feels like to have an inner
Emotion, rather than having these mere
Shreds of a faulsified front.
Gaze upon me and hope.
Hope for something that might come from nothing.
Nothing, for that's what I am, an entire black
Void filled with a bleak imagination that I try
To pass off as emotions to fool even myself.
What I am is what I was even though I
Shall be no more.
What shall I be in my endless bleak
Void, but a small spec on the face of this Earth.
Hear my cries, hear my pain for it is the screams
Of my mother that cause these things
And it is the sound of my heart monitor flat lining
That brings upon my screams.
